TiFA ROCKFERRY

I started rockin my mommas house on the first day of november, 1991. And later they’ve known that the blacksheep of the family was born. I have 4 siblings. Im the “BLACKSHEEP”. Call me tifa or marhea. I have a great family. That right. =]

When I was seven years old. That’s when I started going to school. When I entered the classroom I don’t have any idea about anything. Later, the words just came into my mind. “ HOLY HELL! IVE BEEN SCREWED!” because early that morning my parents told me that the said place was a fairy tale. Only it’s a freakin nightmare. The teachers  alyways fussed around. I think I’m good enough to duel them with exchanging words. I have thought that my wavelength is higher than the mediocre teachers roaming around like butterflies.

I am “one of the boys” when I was little. Teachers have named me “tifa, enemy # 1” because I love to play tricks on ther people, to the extent. I always end up in the Disciplinary Office. When I was a pupil at Mrs. Marylocks class. Me, the Atheist, morbid discriminator turned to a no mercy, pride stepping, hardcore prick. But despite of all my mischief and mayhem madness, I have met my real friends and real allies. I always have allies. So the teachers won’t catch me doing any of my dirty tricks. Also, when I was a kid, I remembered bad mouthing my enemies every time I see them. Enemies. That’s right. You know what nemesis is? I have lots of them. :)

Mostly, my enemies tend to say I’m the “Devious little monster kid.” Because most of my enemies are much, much older than I am. Whenever I am caught, that’s when my allies will come in. They’ll help me get out of the sticky situation. I always find an excuse like “IM JUST CAUGHT IN THE WRONG PLACE AT THE WRONG TIME, TEACHER!”

When I was in third year high school, I’ve turned out to be an introvert. I always stay at the darkest shadows of my room and lay weak.  Again, a pathetic way to waste my potentials. Because of the INCIDENT, I turned out to be a bitter person. I ridicule failure. Then a new friend came along and she had let me express my feelings I carry in myself. – I don’t deal with this. I carry the same infinite bitterness that even I dunt even know. –

At the mid summer of my vacation, I had known and understood myself better than others. I’m a SCORPIO. I’m the most extreme of all. “I UNCOSCIOUSLY SEEK VIOLENCE DELIBERATEKY AS A CHALLENGE TO MY STRENGTH.” I’m possessive of what I believe to be mine. I also have chronice depression. I’m a poet. I’m a writer. I’m a liar. SHE’S EVERYTHIN I’M NOT. I love to write. I write everything that come into my mind just to get over it.

I want to be a soldier and a psychologist. I guess I’m a human x-ray machine. That’s why I want to be  a psychologist. I know how or what they feel. I can predict their moves.  Kidding, some times only. =]

In the future I want to have a successful life and an imperfect family. Because, there will be no thrill if it’s perfect. Right?